Tuesday, December 2, 2008
wah it's only 5 days to go
gosh the concert is coming. it is rather difficult not to think about it. we have practice every day. yet, it seems that my playing gets worst as the days go by. goodness, i know this is a silly idea. anyhow, it is what i feel. mistake after mistake. how i love perfection. today there was a test where we have to play solo. it was fine but inside i was shaking. i was that nervous. from this, i shudder to imagine what the actual day would be like. meanwhile, i still have one solitary ticket left. most of my friends are in co. while those who aren't have bought tickets. two of them who have not bought both cannot make it. in the end i have one friend, who seems rather difficult to arrange. come to think of it, it is pecuilar of me to make a count my friends this way. maybe i should just give up and throw it away. goodness, i even gave one to the tailor(a friend of my aunt's) who made my blazer. my bestfriends cannot make it.. what a loss of emotional support. well not really since i have Gen,Vel,Mw,Min er, valerie,penny,sham all on stage suffering the same fate. :) what a purposeless paragraph of rants. i think i shall stop here.
Perfection
6:08 PM
