Sunday, November 23, 2008
MPPP is no longer what it was
less Pretty?
less Pleasant?
less Precious?
i hate it when one has to catch up. last Friday was the day when i had to go for co. it was most dreadful and an absolute terror. well things weren't so bad before 2pm. vel,gen and i were to meet at pp for lunch. i was early by 2 minutes yet they were already there and waiting. i'm so sorry for being late. we go to enjoy rice burgers(vel's treat)->so sweet of her as i really didn't expect her to take the bet seriously. and she also bought me some milk tea. it was very very sweet till i hardly gave any thought of adding the milk. nevertheless, thanks to vel i got a taste of happiness before the gloom that was to come. after lunch, we walked around went to giant and bought the angel& mortal pressies. then we went to borders.somehow, i knew that the two were coming up with devious plans to delay time. just thinking of having less time to "armour" made me shiver with fear. ugh that was not a good feeling. finally we got back to school. i decided to be strong and hardened my heart. where is this? how to play? play for me please? its so difficult? and she said its easy, can memorise in 10 mins. and he said its easy all ban zhou. so i learnt all the fingering or did i? i don't know! then combine began, the songs were fine until the last 15 min. song of cicada. cicadas were supposed to be pets kept during the ancient dynasties for its calming chirp. i only felt unrest. how very ironic. weak willed i gave up and sat still. now i can only hope that it will get better. if only time could heal.. when there is a will there will be a way. yet even will cannot overcome fear; fear of a coward. oh well. i suppose that gives insight into my current predicament. that will be all for now.
Perfection
3:23 PM
