Thursday, September 11, 2008
somehow
somehow these few days give the impression that life is mere boring routine. like ming wai says:" all we do these days is to study sleep-study-sleep. only when sleeping then can rest." ahh what to do. it is inevitable that a student's lifestyle will turn monotonous. gosh i really like to whinge a lot do i? i know that we're all on the same boat, still i can't help but to be an irritating grumbler. whining certainly has its threraupethic effects. since i finally had a night off from mulling over books in preparation for the next day, i decided to rant a bit and so here i am. so lor suo i know i know. my Chinese teacher would probably call it rubbish words. yesterday was a most trying day for me. its so de ja vu that i had two ca s today physics and math.hinty hinty to the last "major" episode starring well me! i was not myself that day. i shocked even myself. firstly, i actually forgotten to do my chinese homework so as asked, i handed it up blatantly blank.( and i got punished for it today, its saddening, there goes my good girl record.... she was like why? usually you're a good girl right?) sigh. secondly, i didn't bring my chem for the third day running. in my head was like gosh what is wrong with me. thirdly, a-math test was a complete disaster. i was stunned by the complexity of the questions even though i did quite a bit of practice. its really difficult to believe that sheer hard work will bring success when you don't see the results. it really puts me down. lastly, the most obvious reason would be: there is co in the afternoon. by now, most should know so i shan't bother to elaborate. well judging from the enormity of the situation( well that's in my opinion though others may think otherwise) i should really call it a miracle that i didn't just sit there and wail. there's a tiny step to my goal.meanwhile, here's how i spent my afternoon: punishment->tuition->dinner->pipa->com->? thats about it, so dull.... and that should be the reason why i love writing those mindless stories just so that i can escape into that little lovely fantasy world. haha...
Perfection
8:59 PM
