Thursday, May 8, 2008
its finally over and i thought it never would
on a happier note, i am free from all the constraints have set upon me because of the exams. yet i'm not happy to the extent of being in a euphoric mood unlike some people. i simply don't understand why they are so carefree. why don't they have a single worry about the emminent dark clouds that are approaching? despite constant assurances that i would not fail miserably, i am nevertheless confident that i would fail at least 3 subjects namely physics, chemistry, e-math and chinese. gosh, i'm such a whiner sometimes. people often say that whenever i say that i'm gg to fail,i will always pass anw. gosh! why are ppl like that. they really don't seem to believe in my true words.i mean who would put curses on oneself. one really extreme comment was that if i should fail, the sky would fall down. so untruthful don't you think? to tell you the truth, i am fearful of the day when all will be known. goodness, i feel like crying just immagining it. that would be the time of wallowing in sadness and dissapointment. seriously, i don't think its acceptable to fail a little to many times.one lesson learnt: confidence isn't everything.i just looking forward to my date with my dear friends- a blessing from God! i'm gg to do my other stuff
TTFN
Perfection
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